I am so tired
I am so tired
Tired mentally
Tired physically
Tired emotionally
Tired of never feeling genuinely happy
Tired of faking happiness
Tired of putting others before myself
Tired of always wanting to change but
Feeling restricted to change
Tired of not feeling respected
Tired of being belittled
Tired of not feeling appreciated
Tired of all of my flaws being addressed
But not my achievements
Tired of being confused
Tired of feeling stuck due to my heart
I am so tired
I am tired of the “What ifs”
I want so much more in my life
But what if I never get more
I want to become better
The person that I want to become is almost here
The person I want to become is restricted
By priority, respect, submission, and power
So what if that never changes
What if I can’t become who I want to be
Will it all have been worth it?
Will all of the hurt in my heart begin to expand?
I see who I want to be
But it is held back because I am so tired
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