By: Fatou Diouf (Creator)
You’re always here
In my good but especially my bad moments
You never leave my mind
You control my thoughts
You control emotions
You make me different
You’re always there with me
I can never be alone without you popping up
You have been here for a while
No matter how hard I try to ignore you
Degrade you or forget about you
You always seem to find a way
You find a way to come back to me
But my sadness is not always your fault
Betrayal, anger, confusion, and trust issues
Have a major part in it
But I’ve learned to control you
And you have helped me a lot
You forced me to try and know me
You forced me to question people
Before I let them walk into my life
Now I’m not trying to ignore you
Or degrade you
Or forget you
Because you made me the person I am today.