Best friend (Part 2)

Am I so complicated

So complicated to the point that people…

“friends” can’t understand me

Or are people so narrow minded

That they can’t realize when they have a good person by their side

Yes I have my flaws but if you truly loved me you will see past that instantly

But I care so much that I try to look past it

The way of my tongue is complicated

And it’s not your fault

But you could be emphatic

But I can’t blame others for not opening up

I’m so closeted due to my past

Due to the lack of affection and compassion I’ve received

I don’t know how to always reciprocate

That is my flaw that I am trying to work on

When I hear “you’re not a bad person”

I instantly want to be flowered

My heart opens with liquid compassion

The cold nectar is longing to be released

I know I am stubborn but god I am understanding

But if I don’t feel understood then I will be stubborn

So maybe I am so complicated

So complicated to the point that people

“friends” can’t understand me