Am I so complicated
So complicated to the point that people…
“friends” can’t understand me
Or are people so narrow minded
That they can’t realize when they have a good person by their side
Yes I have my flaws but if you truly loved me you will see past that instantly
But I care so much that I try to look past it
The way of my tongue is complicated
And it’s not your fault
But you could be emphatic
But I can’t blame others for not opening up
I’m so closeted due to my past
Due to the lack of affection and compassion I’ve received
I don’t know how to always reciprocate
That is my flaw that I am trying to work on
When I hear “you’re not a bad person”
I instantly want to be flowered
My heart opens with liquid compassion
The cold nectar is longing to be released
I know I am stubborn but god I am understanding
But if I don’t feel understood then I will be stubborn
So maybe I am so complicated
So complicated to the point that people
“friends” can’t understand me